The Other Side You Don't See In Me

Today was kind of boring, but there was Alex, Tiffany, and Shamier, these people are the ones who brightens up my day.When the physics teacher wasn't teaching, me and Alex started our daily routine of getting high, which means laughing at random stuff. We started making up stupid stories that made no sense, but we were high so we practically laugh at it for 10 minutes. Tiffany was doing her work so she didn't join us (the group consist of me, Shamier and Alex). When we got bored, we started asking each other stupid questions and then Shamier and Tiffany started to talk about the cannibal from the newspaper. I didn't know what I was thinking but suddenly I ask everyone in the group if they rather rape a child or eat a dead corpse...everyone said rape a child except for me, I said I would rather eat the corpse...everyone seemed dumstrucked and they started saying that eating a dead man is far worst than raping a child. In my head I was thinking "why do they say that?". On recess we all went down to the canteen, when we sat down, I asked the rest of my friends there and all of them say eating a corpse is much more worst than raping a child (especially Najeem). The only other person that stayed on my side was Aaron (from class 3B).
I asked everybody on the table if they were in the childs position,would they have recovered from the incident if they would to be raped in the age of 8...Tiffany was the first to answer my question. She asked me if I watch Oprah, so I said sometimes,then she says people recover from these kind of abuse. Fine she was right, people do recover from such mental scarring, but only a hand full of people recover from these kinds of abuse. So I'd thought that eating another dead human is way better than risking a child from mental illness. There are more mental scared people in the world compare to the ones who are fizically crippled. I read a lot of newspaper nowadays and there is always some sick bastard who rapes his daughter (usually more than onece before making a police report) Can you imagine the horror you have to face when your very own parent comes to have intercourse with you? Do you know how much this people suffer? Can you imagine how sick people nowadays can get? I don't even know what still makes us humans anymore. I wonder why did the ALMIGHTY GOD gave us such flaws, the flaw which are called EMOTIONS and LUST. Without hatred we have no war, Hitler managed to kill 600 million people by putting hate into the hearts of his men, Hitler hated the Jews but he didn't only kill jewish people, he was blinded by hate that he forgotten why he killed. Without LUST men won't rape or AIDS wouldn't come to exist. Do you know how AIDS came to exist? If you don't then I am going to tell you, but if you do, this will be a reminder. AIDS is a virus from a species of monkey and it was transmittted to human by having blood contact to your own blood or having sex with a monkey. There was practically no way that the monkeys blood would end up together with your own blood, so it was said that a man actually had his own penis in a monkeys ass. How sick can us humans get especially the male gender. Getting back to the topic, when everybody called me sick (because I would rather eat a dead corpse), I felt like they were the sick ones who would rather rape an innocent child. After recess the thought of raping a child was stuck in my mind. Why would people rather rape a child? Is it that bad to eat another human rather than rape a kid? Would you have changed your mind if you were actually in that position? Is it because you rather not be called a sicko that you lied saying that you would rather rape a kid? I didnt talk to anyone after recess, I was actually pissed at my own friends for being that sick. I stopped thinking about the whole thing when english started. I realized that I was being really extremely stupid for making the question up and judging people by their decisions. I was a major asshole. Its not like there will be any chance in the world that anybody would end up with a ridiculous choice of either raping a kid or being a cannibal. So please forgive me my friends, I was being the other me, the judgemental me. I hope you read this post and understand it. Thank you for wasting 10 minutes of your life and please do drop a comment or two, I would like to please my readers in anyway possible.